Leaking Heart

Last night I found one very important thing about myself…do you know what it is? My heart is leaking….I am sure you can’t believe it. But that is true…. Yes my heart is leaking. I don’t believe its spreading out red blood….. It should be something sweet….ants are there in my bed….hei friend I am not joking …..Sometimes I feel like that is a sweet poetry….but my brain is not ready to believe that…..no poetry can attract ants…. I told about this to my mom, she said after an age there ill be poem in everybody’s mind….but when we find a right person we will loss the poetry of our mind. I was waiting for the day when I will lose my poem…. I thought once I lost that poem weight of my heart will reduce. When I fell in love literally I believed that is the right time to set my poetry soon…..but you know last night I found my heart is leaking found thousands of small small openings in my heart. Something is trying to come out through that…but it’s so heavy so the holes are becoming wider and wider. Oh god my roommates are here in my next bed….they should not hear that sound….how can I tell them my heart is leaking and that’s the sound.. I am sure they will not believe. I thought my pillow can help me.Whenever I felt I am alone pillow told me “No”. When I bought that was really light weight… but now the cotton became heavy with dried drops of tears and fluid from my heart. That both made it thicker and heavier. I feel like one small golden egg is there in my heart and the little bird inside is trying to break the outer cover with its small red beaks. There have hundreds and thousands of such eggs in my heart. All that little birds are trying to come out through the holes of my heart, only their beaks are visible outside…………………….

HI